So, I guess first, I should update what I said in my other journal....What did I say again?
Eh, whatever. Anywho, I'm WAY over my flu bug, and my girlfriend and I decided to break up and just stay friends, and she's now with my best guy friend. They're having problems with family....Apparently, Athena's (xgf) dad doesn't mind if she dates girls, but has a problem her dating guys...Just because she can't get pregnet with girls doesn't mean that..........GAH!!!!!
Anywho, I afraid for tomorrow, for on Friday, when I had my birthday party (yes, it's my birthday tomorrow...) she called and said she couldn't come. She was in tears and she said she would tell me monday...I'm guessing it has something to do with her dad, and I'm really pissed at him, and so is Nick (guy friend/Athena's bf)....
But yeah.....
So, because I'm really bored, I decided to steal this from a friend and fill it out myselfs!!!
1) Name: Kristina Smallwood (no laughing)
2) Male/Female: Phyisicly-female, mentally-both
3) Were you named after anyone?: Donno
4) Does your name mean anything?: Christ, but I don't think that's the reason I got it...
5) Nick Name(s): Kristi, Kris, Cat/Neko
6) What do you think you look like: a boy (not kidding...)
7) Date Of Birth: 4/13 (16 tomorrow!)
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: born in Indiana, living in Oregon for now
9) Nationality: I'm as white as can be...With a slight hint of indian blood
10) Astrology Sign: Aries
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: I'm a cock (it's another word for rooster, you perverts...)
12) Religion: my own kind o' Christian
13) What's your favorite smell?: um............food that isn't meat
14) Political Position?: I'm gay...What do you think?
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Diet Coke (it's my sorce of caffien......)
16) Hair + Eye color: both are dark brown
17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Probably, but I don't know them
18) What do you look like?: This:
[link] (told you I looked like a guy)
19) Any unusual talents?: Everything 'bout me is unusual...
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right...But there are some things I do with me left
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: I'm as straight as a circle
22) What do you do for a living?: mainly art of all kinds
23) What do you do for fun?: art, read, music, games, friends (that sounds wrong...)
24) What are your favorite art materials? Pencil and now I'm in love with pastels
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Markers and graphic
26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes, on both sides (except for g-pa on dad's side, or i did when i was really young)
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: HAD 1(fake)bf, 5 gf's
28) Crush: Not yet, though Nick said I might like one of his friends...
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: Date? None...Meet? TONS!!!
30) Current worries?: grades...
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): all o' them!
32) Favorite place to be?: outside in the rain/online
33) Least favorite place to be?: sunny and hot
34) Do you burn or tan?: burn to a crisp and eventually shows as a tan
35) Ever break a bone?: not yet
36) What is your favorite cereal?: Reese's Puffs
37) Person you cry with: Mother dearest
38) Any sisters: 1
39) Any brothers: nope
40) Any pets: 2 cute kitties
41) An allergy: pollen, fumes, mold, nickel
42) A Pager: -______-
43) A Personal phone line: cell phone count?
44) A Cell phone: oh...yeah
45) A visible birthmark: yep! on my left palm, though everyone swears it's just a brown marker mark...(it doesn't come off people!!!)
46) A Pool or hot tub: pool, i like wide open spaces
47) A Car: don't even have my permit...
Describe Your...
48) Personality: emotional...I change every two seconds
49) Driving: never done it
50) Your clothing style: comfortable, black, jeans, actually getting into shorts again...
51) Room: what room? (aka, it's so messy, it doesn't even look like a bed room)
52) What's missing?: everything
53) School: public high school
54) Bed: too small to do anything on (you know what i mean)
55) Relationship with your parent(s): close, but yet so far
56) Do you believe in yourself: meh, sure
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really...
58) Consider yourself a good listener: only when i want to, but yes
59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: actually get to collage, don't get murdered by stupid people who can't accept the fact that gays are humans too, tell my grandparents i'm gay
60) Get Along with your parents: Usually
61) Save your e-mail conversations: do people actually do that?
62) Pray: everyone...
63) Believe in reincarnation: if i say 'yes', can i be a kitty in my second life?
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: *runs away*
65) Like to talk on the phone: you don't have to spell things that way
66) Like to eat?: who doesn't?
67) Like to exercise?: i wish there was another way...
68) Like to watch sports?: rather play them
69) Sing in the car?: only if i know the song
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: haven't remembered my dream for at least the last year...
71) Dream in color: sure???
72) Do you have nightmares?: all the time, but i actually enjoy them now
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: YES!!!!!!!!!!!
74) Right next to you: many things....
75) On your favorite coffee cup?: coffee's gross
76) On your mouse pad: Lion King
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: don't like gum
78) Your brand of deodorant?: i don't usually pay that much attention to what i put in my armpits...
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: somewhere in nature that's cool, calm, and isolated, and during the night
80) Your dream husband/wife: a girl who's not afraid to speak her mind, but sees me as the 'man', but is also there for me in my time of need
81) Hiding in your closet?: what dead body?????
82) Under your bed: more stuffed animals, along with other stuff
83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: i don't think i have a best friend anymore...
84) Your bad time of the day: mornings
85) Your worst fear(s): watching loved ones die
86) What's the weather like: too sunny
87) Your favorite time of year?: autum and winter
88) Your favorite holiday?: halloween
89) A material weakness?: what??????
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: donno
91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: sadly, cosplays
92) The hardest thing about growing up: womanhood (you girls know what i mean)
93) A pet peeve?: oh so many, but mainly, stupid people/people who try to be cool and are just being idiotic and mean
94) Your scariest moment: a nightmare
95) Your attitude about love?: it doesn't last forever...(i'm still in high school, i haven't experienced that much)
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: nothing...since men don't appeal to me
97) The worst feeling in the world: nothing really. all feelings have a time and place
98) The best feeling in the world: happiness, love
99) Who sent this to you?: Stole it from friend
100) New moon, Full moon, or Crescent? Full moon on a cloudy night
ok, that's all for now. i'll hopefully, update more often, and actually upload some more pictures........